I can’t even use your language to say sorry
Your Eckleburg eyes framed by glasses twice their size
Send unconditional light and love despite my fuck ups.
I know my affairs with Didi and Gogo left you ignored and
Marjorie I tried to love myself enough
to stay in a loveless marriage for you.
I thought I was a phoenix, but I may have just
Lit myself on fire and left my baby girl
To watch as this pile ashes smolders.